Either way, it will not matter

Calm down brother
just use one finger
and mindfully inscribe
your meandering thoughts
using your somewhat aging,
and decrepit laptop;

for unwritten words
will still be there
waiting for you to write
if the universe blesses you
with another day
and the orange sun rises
come tomorrow.

But if the universe decides
to leave you behind
and move on
well then, it would not matter either,
(would it?)
and hitting those keys
with such ferocity
to add a couple of new lines
may just be an exercise
in futility.

And so, my brother
slow down and savor the words
and meanings within,
and just use one finger
and mindfully inscribe

your meandering thoughts.