Thursday, April 18, 2024

The Perhaps of Life


Is there a way out of the existential dilemma of needing to live and yet being aware of mortality?

Perhaps there is an antidote can one take to ward off the conflict that the internalization of mortality is susceptible to bring? A glass of red wine? A belief in something, divine?

Perhaps, for some of us, there are no permanent resolutions, and the best we can do is learn to manage the conflict between two illusions.

Perhaps, we must always live with the realization that occasionally, the rug may be pulled out from under my feet.

Perhaps part of managing is accepting that for some of us, this is as good as it gets, and having this option is a blessing.

Perhaps another possibility is to experience a sense of universal connectedness, which brings about the feeling of existing beyond one’s current form, the ‘self’.

Perhaps one day, the essence of such ephemeral moments will be captured and preserved in a glass vial, to be worn, and the walls of mortality would be torn.

Perhaps, one day, I will wear a smile that mirrors the serene joy seen on the lips of enlightened beings.

Perhaps… 

Monday, April 15, 2024

All radio buttons were checked


The day had gone well.

All radio buttons
on the to-do manifest
were marked checked
(and I thought
the spirit was ready to
blast off) -

muscle strengthening exercise - Check,
10K steps - Check,
the breathing regimen - Check,
eating well - Check,
a bit of journaling - Check
reading few pages of a book  - Check
and a short walk
in the neighborhood woods - Check.

By all measures
it should have been a
poster worthy day
something to be lived
over and over,
and over again.

And yet,
it did not feel so.
There was something crucial
that had gone missing.

Making someone smile?
Sharing someone’s fears?
Helping a person cross the road? 
Calling a friend, and  just saying
Hello dear?

Life had gone well.

All  radio buttons… 

Saturday, April 13, 2024

The ubiquitous Bell Curve

 

Insurance payouts rely on actuarial tables using the bell curve to predict claims and set premiums.

Arun Kumar

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The Bell Curve: Its prevalence in natural and social phenomena often leads to its perception as a fundamental law. At its core, the bell curve is a statistical (as opposed to a physical) concept where the distribution of a characteristic in a population is symmetrically arranged around a central value. As the characteristic’s value deviates from this central value, fewer individuals in the population are likely to exhibit it. This distribution, when plotted with the characteristic value on one axis and the number of individuals on the other, takes on the shape of a bell.

Consider the scenario where we measure the heights (characteristics) of all adults (population) in a town. Most adults will have heights around the average (say, 5.5 feet) (central value), forming the peak of the distribution of height vs. number of people with that height. As the heights deviate from this average, the number of people with those heights decreases, creating a bell-like shape. Thus, fewer people are found at the extremes of very short or very tall.

There are countless enigmatic forces that result in the bell curve distribution of characteristics in natural and social phenomena. We may not fully understand why the characteristics of living beings follow a bell curve, but the fact they do necessitates that we grapple with its implications.

Small initial differences, amplified by positive feedback, can lead to a broadening of the bell curve, indicating increased variance or disparities over time. In the context of wealth distribution, minor initial differences in financial resources can, over time, result in significant wealth inequalities. This is exemplified by the fact that the wealthiest 1% possess nearly twice as much wealth as the remainder of the world combined. Indeed, the bell curve is at the heart of stark disparities.

To get a feel how the bell curve can broaden, consider wealth as an example. Imagine a population where, initially, everyone possesses the same amount of wealth. However, individual characteristics, which are inherently diverse, influence how individuals manage this wealth. Some individuals, being frugal, might save their wealth for future needs. Others, with a forward-thinking mindset, might invest their share. Yet others, driven by hedonism, might squander their wealth on immediate pleasures. Over time, these differing characteristics lead to small disparities in wealth, which eventually grow to become significant wealth inequalities as time passes.

The ubiquitousness of the bell curve, and its inevitable broadening over time, underscores the basic reason that disparities plague our society and are in constant need to be managed.

Given the ubiquity of the bell curve, it’s impossible to find societies where all individuals share identical characteristics. This is a fundamental trait of all groups, whether they’re human or composed of other animal species. One notable distinction is that in animals, physical variations are more consequential, whereas in humans living in the current era, psychological differences tend to have broader implications.

Indeed, the development of social norms and policies like taxation are attempts to manage the implications of the bell curve. These measures aim to mitigate the extremes and reduce disparities, particularly in wealth distribution.

Political ideologies often differ in their approach to how to manage the consequences of the bell curve. Democrats, for instance, generally advocate for policies that aim to flatten the bell curve, promoting a sense of equality. Republicans, on the other hand, often favor a laissez-faire approach, allowing natural forces to shape the distribution. If this results in a broadening of the bell curve, they view it as a natural outcome.

Indeed, the bell curve is a prevalent concept that significantly influences various aspects of our lives and society. The development and enforcement of societal norms are efforts to counteract its implications, as evidenced by historical fluctuations between periods of inequality and attempts at equalization. It could be argued that history is a narrative of societies wrestling with the effects of this omnipresent statistical phenomenon. However, it is important to remember that while the bell curve can offer insights, it cannot not mend its own consequences. It is us who possess the power to guide our societies and adhere to norms that foster fairness and equality. By doing so, we can counteract the consequences of the bell curve.

Ciao.

Wednesday, April 10, 2024

What Next?

 

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome – Issac Asimov

Arun Kumar

    Arun Kumar + AI

The morning air was shrouded in mist. Slender wisps of vapor rose from the dew-laden grass, resembling serpents performing an aerial ballet. A subtle chill persisted, prompting one to wrap their arms around their chest for warmth. The sun, a dimmed orange orb, struggled to shine through the shifting fog.

Against the hush of this ethereal scene, Natalie—the weaver of fantastical dreams and a seasoned event organizer—emerged out of her vehicle and proceeded into the venue hall where the wedding celebration had extended into the late hours of night and guests had recently departed. The venue hall was vacant, and debris lay strewn across the floor. The place appeared desolate. The scene captured the enigma of the passage of time; a present transformed into the past. The scene conveyed the nostalgia of time’s flow and the poignancy of endings.

The event Natalie orchestrated was a triumph, carried out flawlessly. With this achievement now in the past, Natalie felt an emptiness within. From the quietude, a whispered inquiry emerged: What next

It was the same question that appeared to echo in Clint Eastwood’s thoughts as he departed from the town gate, leaving behind the locale leaving behind the locale he had cleansed of its unsavory elements.

It was the question that preoccupied the townspeople as they surveyed the ravaged landscape in the morning, following days of a devastating storm that had leveled the town, and at last, the sky was clear and blue once more.

It was a question that Michael asked himself at the conclusion of the retirement send-off, after the unwrapping of presents and as colleagues, one by one, retreated to their cubicles. What next?

And holding the clock that was one of the send-off presents, he cried.