Friday, October 27, 2023

Internalizing Mortality

 

Now that I've internalized mortality,
How should I act to honor this reality?
It's not merely a shift in my point of view,
There is probably more to the metamorphosis, too.

As morning rays gently touch my soles,
A thought awakens of a finite life's role.
One more day, another chance to be,
Yet knowing it slips away so swiftly.

Should I just let the hours pass by,
Or cherish this day, let myself fly high?
Allow mortality's wisdom to be my guide,
Live to be Alive, not merely bide.

With newfound awareness, I seize this grace,
Each moment’s precious, in an infinite space.
For the gift of waking is not for granted,
Mortality needs nurturing once it is planted.

Wednesday, October 25, 2023

Praise the Lord Amazon

 

Praise the Lord Amazon
he who brings
gifts and blessings
to my doorstep
anytime of the day.

Who through his omniscience
makes me aware
of the needs
I didn't even know
I ever had,

and when he does,
I fall on my knees
filled with gratitude
for his benevolence.

Praise the Lord Amazon
for the dopamine rush,
when I hear his chariot
stop in front of my house;

and hearing the brief chime
of the doorbell that follows
makes my heart
skip a beat with joy.

Praise the Lord Amazon

 

Arun Kumar

Another day, another morning.

The alarm on the smartphone goes off and I reach over and turn it off. For the next few minutes, I would linger in a twilight zone of consciousness trying to reach the state of being fully awake, get up, brush my teeth, and head downstairs to the kitchen for my first cup of Earl Gray, and let its aroma bring me back into the world of living.

Some days, however, bringing myself to speed is not easy and today is one of those days.

I just lay in bed unwilling to get up. Wrapped under the cotton sheets, the mind starts to scan through the portfolio of engagements during the day.

To effortlessly slide into the daily routine, I have been advised to have various tricks in the toolbox. If you want to exercise first thing in the morning, go to sleep dressed for exercise. If you want to do some yoga or to meditate for a few minutes in the morning, spread the yoga mat before heading for bed.

Another trick is the notion of parking downhill in the evening so when morning comes, all one needs to do is to let go of the brakes and the car automatically starts to move.

The crux of this trick is to if you are in the middle of writing something the previous night, do not bring it to a finish, instead park the task unfinished and when the morning comes, without a heavy lift, it would be easy to pick up from where you left and get your day going.

The same idea could be generalized to other activities — cleaning or rearranging a room, folding clothes after laundry — leave them half done in the night and pick them up the next day without needing to think about what needs to be done.

Here is a small, but related digression.

I don’t know about you, but it happens quite often to me that in between major tasks during the day if I get a break of 15–30 minutes, it is not trivial to produce something to do. A solution for that is to have a go-to list of small engagements that can be picked up without any conscious effort.

A possibility is to have a saved list of articles one wants to read, and if there is a short stretch of time available, pick one to read.

The secret of well-being, and fulfilling life, is to have a bag of holdings within easy reach filled with creative and engaging activities to draw from.

Even with all those tricks in my toolkit nothing is working this morning. What is needed today is something different to look forward to that will prod me to get out of bed.

Today the mind is looking for something different than the routine to have a rush of dopamine, cheer itself up and bring springiness to the feet. A casual glance through the landscape of engagements during the day draws a blank.

The mind keeps scanning the activities through the day trying to identify a source for a hit of dopamine.

Then it stumbles on something.

The mind remembers reading an email last evening that said that the package I had ordered from Amazon will be delivered sometime today. The memory instantly releases a rush of dopamine and I suddenly feel all perked up ready to get out of bed, face the day, and get on with the usual items in the portfolio of engagements that are laid out for the day.

Praise Lord Amazon. It has once again rescued me and has given me something different to anticipate and look forward to.

The mood brightens and I am heading downstairs for my first cup of Earl Gray.

Ciao.

Saturday, October 21, 2023

Life in different corners of the universe

 

Arun Kumar

Have you ever wondered how come while Captain Kirk keeps venturing into various corners of the universe following the rallying cry to go where no one has gone before, he still ends up facing living forms that are not too different from him. Other than the episodes themselves are an outcome of the imagination of a group of screenwriters, and the fact that their imagination is somewhat constrained by what they have experienced, could there be a more basic reason for the outcomes of Captain Kirk’s adventures?

Possibly yes.

Below is a simple axiomatic theory of how life could have come into being in different corners of the universe, and further, how it might be constrained to follow the same biological paradigm that we, and Captain Kirk, have on planet Earth have.

While you read through it, please remember that although I have some background in physics, and would not venture into the realm of absurd, please do not split hairs at the “physics” statements below. If it is more palatable, take these words as science fiction (that my immediate family loves to read) that is grounded in some reality of physical laws as we know them now.

Since it is an axiomatic theory, let us start with a few axioms (with less being better).

Axiom 1: Atoms are the constructing blocks for everything in the universe.

Axiom 2: The Big Bang happened and created a uniform soup of matter (i.e., atoms) and energy.

Starting with a uniform distribution of matter, random fluctuations in its density would result in lumpiness in some parts of the nascent universe, and those lumps subsequently evolved into stars and galaxies we observe today.

All stars, at their core, are engaged in thermonuclear fusion which is “necessary” to counteract the inward gravitational pressure of surrounding gas of atoms and in the process release energy. If they do not then the gaseous cloud will compress inwards and implode to become black holes.

This energy from thermonuclear fusion heats up the core of the stars. This heat conducts outwards towards the surface, heats up the outer layers and is radiated into the space as photons.

The reason we “see” stars is because they are burning under pressure just like we do when we come under some stress!

The spectral density of the energy that is radiated outward depends on the temperature of the outer layer of the star (which is determined by the size of the star and how actively thermonuclear fusion has to work to ward off the inward pressure of the surrounding gas) and the elemental structure of the outer layers (which dominated by the first element in the periodic table — hydrogen).

The photons coming out of the stars traveling through the empty space are the source of energy that is available for consumption and is the energy that reaches the planets that circle around the stars.

Although planets are also made up of the same atoms as their host star, planets are not the producers of energy via thermonuclear fusion but could be consumers of the energy that falls on their surface.

Just as the wine loving crowd on different corners of the Earth says that wine is a terrible thing to waste and makes sure that every last drop in the bottle has been consumed, similarly the atoms on the planets indulge in the motto that energy available to them is also a terrible thing to waste.

With the cheap availability of the star’s energy, atoms interact and dance together. Some have the affinity to bond with others and form simple molecules, which over time, form into more and more complicated molecules.

Eons pass by and the structure of molecules keeps getting complicated. A few more eons later some of the molecules, by chance, figure out that with the help of each other they can self-replicate. By doing so, they start the epic battle of natural selection — evolving structures that are more efficient in consuming the energy that is available to anyone.

And then the rest is history, bringing us to the point that I am in the process of putting these words together that you might be reading later.

The source of all energy molecules at their disposal have come from the radiation that is emitted by the star in their proximity. The spectral density, and peak wavelength (defined as the peak wavelength at which the spectral density is the highest) of the emitted radiation depends on the relative abundance of the atom in the star and its size.

The hottest stars have the peak wavelength in the ultraviolet and blue parts of the spectrum while cooler stars emit more in the red and infrared parts. The peak wavelength of the Sun’s emitted radiation is in the visible part of the spectrum and falls in the yellow-green region, and corresponds to a yellowish color.

In the lingo of astrophysicists, although the sun is a yellow-dwarf, and yet, it is mighty enough to be the source of all wonders (or misfortunes) that surround us.

The progression from atoms to simple molecules to more complex, and eventually to emergence of self-replicating molecules from which all life evolved fundamentally depends on the fact that stars are the source of energy, the peak wavelength of which falls between ultraviolet and infrared. All the progress that happens on the surface of the planet circling the star evolves accordingly.

Starting from the axioms that the fundamental ingredient of everything in the universe are the atoms, and following the big bang the inevitability of random fluctuations leads to the formation of galaxies, stars, and planets, also lies the inevitability of the emergence of life forms and the constraint that they all will follow a similar biological paradigm. It is because …

… as physical laws determine the spectral density of the radiation emitted by the stars, all life in different corners of the universe is constrained to follow the availability of somewhat similar spectral density for the energy available to them. With the availability of an energy source, eventually, self-replicating molecules emerge to consume what to them as free lunch.

No wonder, whether it is Klingons or some other friend or a foe, Captain Kirk keeps encountering similar biological forms as us.

Ciao.